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Cautious Traveler
Cautious Traveler    10-4-04
Eyes lined with red and vivid; Warning astute and steadfast.
Journey composure, ...Fall away stoic.
Rest in restlessness, headache and lonely.
Footprints solitaire
I was bound to doubt,
a leap of faith questioned me. I answered hesitantly, but bravely.
Shadows and rapid images I saw floating through eyes I cannot read.  Eyes I treasure and  look into like a foreshadowed dream.
Bravely, I enter a path I tread seldom.
Would I be sorry?
Sorrier is to never love, I always believe wholeheartedly.  I'll ride a current 'til I fall away.
Coming and going, I'll hold to my memories
inspiring, educational, with purpose.
Taking or leaving, you can find me with Phoenix...
And maybe a wistful smile.
But I don't think I'll ever stop loving you
no matter what you say or do
because taking or leaving, you can find me with Phoenix,
and even a hopeful smile.
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When Feelings Are Unreturned
It looks like I found too much in your eyes.
   I danced to a happy tune, then I found I missed a beat.
   Broken, in time for the thirteenth hour
   I looked around, but where can I find you?
   You can always find me there, Time After Time, along with the Dust in the Wind.
   Belated, casual sorries.
   Wishful thinking, repetitive hurts.
   What can I say, what else can I do?
    Looks like I never get you.
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inspired by Superbowl Sunday and the Tuesday after. 2/3/04, 1:14am
Life is disgusting                             let me slide
Someone please just give me a ride
away from this deserted land            I can't figure out where I stand
Monotone voices                             status quo faces;
The buzz of a nowhere life
Smiles and laughs--                          I'm slipping through
Repetitive record!                
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The Lack Thereof
The Lack Thereof  12/1/03
Silence envelops
what boredom dropped
what's left is uneasy.
Nothing realized,
what has been learned
Misunderstandings, lack of communication
...The hollow, bitter end.
But hey, we can still be friends.
Memory lingers
Nostalgia listens
Fate wonders when to step in...
Fragments of a dream.
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Foreshadowed Us
Lonely lives on
In the shadows of Codepency.
Denial waits patiently, so confident.
Rejection of Infatuation gives life to Confusion
Talks of Hurt rise
and make me wonder...
Bitter takes the reigns on a rainy day
Is anything ever here to stay?
Inconsistent...Lack of control
Caution's in the wind, but where is my soul?
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you stained me with your,
inner conflict and I,
should've known and I
should've known, but I
let you drown me--let you
tear me down in you
I ran the redlight did not stop until
I locked myself away
in your closet
set me free. set me free
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it's so dark and foggy here. Fate and Destiny are down the hall. i can hear their indistinct whispers. i'm crawling around, but i can't see where i'm going. where am i supposed to go┐ what am i looking for┐ i can hear all these voices, but i can't make out anything. it's so cold and lonely here. wait... it seems like i've stumbled upon's my closet.
memories of good times i've long forgot about. Friends. How nice to see them all there. i try to reach out to them, but they're only memories. i wonder where they are now. do you remember me┐ have you forgotten... do you ever think of me┐
warm tears. they are my companion. Bitterness... yes, i know Her well... i try my best to hide from Her, but She always finds me. Happy┐ yes... i'm looking for Him...have you seen Him┐......ah. but who am i talking to┐ I'm all alone. i hear something. is it....Opportunity┐ Yes, we have met. She works with Time...they are beckoning to me, so i eagerly, desperately make my way towards the
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My Reality?
My Reality┐
useless words, why do i care-- all they do is fill the air.
where is my reality, nothing's what i want it to be.
i'm stuck in my thoughts, it's where i dwell.
trapped in my head (which has transformed to hell).
i wish i could stop the pain, the unhappiness is driving me insane.
where is my justice?! where are my friends,
all of this torment when does it end
sleep just passes away the time, when i wake up it all starts again.
i walk down the dark foggy alley alone
misunderstood, misjudged and unknown
i'm just a stranger, don't mind me, i'm just searching for my reality.
**i'm just a passer-by in this shallow world where Empty and Lonely swallow me whole. you can try and understand, but even i don't know my role. if happiness depends on me, then what must i do to be happy?
since i don't want this, why does it exist--HELL!! HELL!! and i haven't even died.**
i cry empty tears, don't be suprised i have for years
for a time, it stops and i'm temporarily numb, but i alwa
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Artist | Literature
United States
Current Residence: Ohio
Favourite genre of music: alternative, industrial, high energy, metal
Favourite photographer: Zdzislaw Beksinski(rip 2/22/05), fallnangeltears (on here)
Favourite style of art: gloomy, melancholy, abstract, macabre
Operating System: XP, baby!
MP3 player of choice: Musicmatch
Wallpaper of choice: Beksinski's work
Favourite cartoon character: The Cheat from! Then Carl from ATHF
Personal Quote: "where are we going? I dont care. Its just you and me, lets go anywhere"-Nada Surf


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Prindle Featured By Owner Oct 19, 2013
Happy BDay!
pipisipispisi Featured By Owner Dec 17, 2010
Thank you for the fave dear :ahoy:
Kathallen Featured By Owner May 17, 2007  Hobbyist Photographer
thhanks for the fav^^
KariAnnLax Featured By Owner May 6, 2007  Professional General Artist
Thank you for the sweetness ;)
amarand Featured By Owner Apr 13, 2006
Donnie Darko! :) I see that movie's name everywhere. :)
Botek Featured By Owner Mar 9, 2006   Photographer
thank u for the :+fav:


lightningsiren Featured By Owner Mar 6, 2006  Professional Photographer
thank your for the 3 :+fav:'s Greatly appreciated. :glomp:
hepi Featured By Owner Mar 5, 2006  Professional
welcome to DA, and thanks so much for the :+fav:
fallnangeltears Featured By Owner Feb 28, 2006  Professional General Artist
:wave: welcome to DA! :glomp: thanx so much for the :+devwatch: :cuddle:
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